Joshua |&| Leanne

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October 2012

3 posts

Real shit..

Now I’m not talking money
When I say you using me
But I’m sick and tired
Of trying fight for how it used to be
Used to be beautifully
But now we gone our separate ways
But we still together so we argue almost everyday
How can we make it work if you don’t wanna make it right
And why be together if you don’t want to make it life
Was it lies or was it just because we grown apart

You had my heart but relationships are known to fall
I’m trying to be your all
Be your friend
Be yo man
Deal with all yo drama
At the same time be a man
I understand what it takes for a relationship
That’s why I’m worried that you can’t handle the basic shit
Damn, I hope this wasn’t all on purpose
I feel I do the right shit for the wrong person
So keep it real and let me know what’s going on
Or let me go, or let me know, you want to keep this going on
See at first we both had trust issues
But dammit it’s been months
I put my trust in you
I can’t put it no other way
I fuck with you
But now-a-days, I don’t really see much in you
Cause it’s more then being beautiful and texting
I need communication, I need affection
Sextin’, direction, advise when I be stressin’
A blessin’, answer to my questions
I miss the old love, the old way, the old you
Because this new attitude, is old news
I know yo old dude, couldn’t manage, but dammit
I can’t understand if your okay with being damaged
I really wanna make this work
But I don’t know how
Cause instead of being grown, we let our anger show out
Let’s take control now
Out of sight, out of mind, out of line
Speak now because we don’t got a lot of time
See, you say you love me, but I do not believe you
If I wanted to be alone, then I would be single
So be wrong, or be gone
Cause this shit that we on
Got us going back and forward like ping pong
And I’m not feeling it
Can’t you see that were crashing
We’re missing emotion
We’re missing passion
We got that high school love, this shit is average
And baby girl I’m not about to have it
I’m tired of trying, to make it work
When it ain’t working
I don’t want that common love
That’s only good in person
Can’t you see I’m hurting from the person that you made me
How can we fix it if we argue about the same shit
Appreciate the love that we both came with
But how far are we willing to let this pain get
Shit, I ain’t trying to say that you wrong
But if you don’t want this let me move on
Real shit..

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September 2012

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Have you ever felt?

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

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The one thing I would have never done, you did with no hesitation. Leave.
Sep 3, 2012158 notes
You might not know this, but I'd go out of my way just to make sure that you're okay.
Sep 3, 201260 notes
When I'm in a relationship, I usually don't care about my own feelings. I'll do everything to make you happy, even if it hurts me.
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